I Know, I Know.....My Right Side Looks GREAT!!!!

I was talking to Mom yesterday on the phone complaining about how much I hate my new boob. She told me that I should take a picture, with my clothes on, so that I could see for myself what I looked like dressed. Understand that I realize that you all are saying to yourselves,"what in the heck is she bitching about"? Well first, I don't mean to bitch. I guess that I am just worried that I will not be able to work with the implants. I use my pectoral muscles all the time while working and it seems to me that the implants will get in my way. Also, I am trying to picture a nipple on my new boob. If I go that route, it looks like my nipple would be headed to the outsides of my body, NO? I'm not sure. Anyway, I went to the Breast Cancer Blog this morning where women have posted their picture of their progress and I have to say to myself this morning, "SHUT UP DEBORAH"! I mean in comparison, my plastic surgeon did a GREAT JOB....I am truley ashamed of myself for worrying so much when there are so many people who have gone through so much more. I am Thankful that I no longer have cancer and that I have the best doctor anybody could possibly have. I have another two months before my next surgery. I am going to stop worrying and see how I feel then.