I AM A BREAST CANCER SURVIVOR

I am a happily married 48 year old Carpenter. I have two children who I love dearly and two Grand-Babes that will forever own my heart. I have a large wonderful family scattered all over this great nation. I miss them all, always!

My husband and I live just south of Kissimmee, Florida. We hate it! We moved here only because of our jobs, but have decided it not worth living only to make money. God put us here to LIVE!
We own a little piece of property up in North Carolina, which is where my daughter lives, so North Carolina, here we come!!!

UPDATE........UPDATE.......UPDATE........UPDATE.......UPDATE

God, I haven't been back to my blog for a while so when I read the above entry, it sent a shock through me. I have to explain for those of you who do not know what has happened over the last seven months. I realize that I could just delete the entry and start all over but when I wrote it, that was my life. I miss my husband.....

About two weeks after I had my mastectomy, my husband Freddy went to the doctors with a cough. They took some x-rays and before we knew it, he was diagnosed with stage 4 lung cancer. They gave him 6 months to 5 years to live. There are no words to describe the insanity. Other then colds now and then, Freddy never got sick.

Sadly, I have to say that I now live in North Carolina without him. He passed away on December 12th 2009. I miss my husband.....

Sunday, August 30, 2009

Just Another Day Of Waiting

Got up this morning and did some farming on Facebook waiting for the sun to come up. Forsed myself to put a bathing suit on and go for a swim. Wouldn't you know it, the pool was closed for repairs. I have been waiting for a month to go swimming thinking that the pressure from the pool would ease some of this "iron bra" feeling, Dang It!! Stomped back to the condo all bitchy like thinking that with all this energy I should at least clean something other then the kitchen. I did and now I'm sitting here with my lower back just killing me. Maybe a bath will I wait for Freddy to get home. I hate sitting here by myself all day, Blah!!! I did get one really good laugh in today though. My new FAVORITE saying.  "YES THESE ARE FAKE, BUT MY REAL ONES TRIED TO KILL ME".  Laugh Out Loud!!!!!

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